Tuesday, May 29, 2007


Just recover a bit from sick... rushing to do this video clip for Benny do until 4 am... then woke up at 5.40am... went to airport to send Benny off....

Benny was so touched to see us.... Cindy Peng, Angeline, Angela, Stanlan, Wendy, Wah Ju, Benny's friend n me. Really can see that Benny's tears coming out when a few of them leave first.... then finally sending him inside.... Benny didnt turn back his head to look at us. I believe that he couldnt control crying ba.....

He will be back during Christmas time..... Hope to see him asap...!!!! miss him!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, May 27, 2007

So happy!!!!!!! Benny We LOVE U.

Despite of feeling sick in the body, I went church. As usual, Great message but saw pp falling asleep, hear from pp that others falling asleep. if u are reading here... if its U.... hm.... u know wat to do.....!!! hm..........................lolz......

A word from God during the sermon, that God really speak through my heart n it feel like it really pierce thru my heart. "The things which u see around u now, u may feel that why do u have to walk one big round while others do not need to, why do u have slow progress in MY KINGDOM. But I say to u that, I can make the LAST to be the FIRST!"

I just heard the Word from the LORD with a very authority voice. I was stun. Its like, not link to the message that I'm listening live in the svc. WEll, definity I feel very encourage till now as I am typing right now.

With men some things may be possible but WITH God, ALL things are possible.

After svc great time with cg then went to benny house. Have a fruitful time there fellowshipping. Benny is leaving singapore for 1 year. seriously we dun wanna him to go. gotta miss him. I'll just miss him... serioualy............... hope u will do well there..... n also catch up with online svc.we be praying for U!!! Benny take care!!!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

THANK GOD !

who do not want to recieve a word or revelation from God every single day????

I believe that it really takes a lots conviction, disciple, obedience n sacrifices before the throne of God. I always tell myself that I cant use always just says "God I love You!" or just always worship with my mouth. or even just sing praise songs with a clapping hands.

I have to be very very careful with my own "BODY LANGUAGE". What type of BODY LANGUAGE that U or ME will be showing towards God?????? lifting up my hands around my shoulder or neck, singing praise songs with no excitment at all.

For me, I will always lift up my hands high up, becoz I want to tell God that I am really serious to lift my hearts to Him. becoz I yearh for God so much, that I'm in need of him so much. Praise God will all my strength, becoz God doesnt worth just my little strength....

DO we see pp in church praise GOd like no strength, worshipping God doesnt really lifting up hands high??? probably their hands is too expensive that just cant lift up or cant have more engery for God.

I believe that if we have the right BODY LANGUAGE and ATTITUDE towards God, God will be attracted towards us. Then you will see that where ever you go, will always feel Presence of God. I really want to grow in GOd's Kingdom.

ever since Pastor Kong preach the Sermon on the MOunt, Everytime I pray. I keep praying for more of God in my life. My spirit is poor, I'm bankcrup in my spirit....

some times.... I'm just thinking abt it that " In my life go SVC n CG. WHAT is really the things that I have to do to pleased HIM???" or may be some PP never ever wan to pleased GOd at all....

lolz...well.. These few days a word from GOd in my life that God have to be my first Love. Once I lost it every thing is gone. HE is my First Love, that I live for, I die for, I depend for,I in need for. HE is my EVERYTHING!!! THAT every single hours or even mins, I always thinking abt God.

Its really true these few days. while I'm in class writing my notes, God is in my mind. on the way to sch, tapping the e-link card getting seats while sitting, going to the right block in my sch, even going toliet wash hands. I'm always thinking abt God. Abt the story in the Bible, Story of Jesus, of What HE have done. Story of Moses, Story of Elijah, STory of the disciple of Christ...etc.... its all in my mind.

GUESS WAT????????????????????????????????
God never leave me..... everytime I thinking of HIM, own self singing praise or worshipping songs. His Presence is always there.... some of the time, His Presence is so strong than wat I have recieve during the SVC.... thats why these few days, I been bring tissues where ever I go.

Well do U wanna to have a encounter With God every day????

LIFE

When is the last time u praise someone before??? Is it so hard to just give a smile??? or just say something nice to pp???Is ur words so expensive that u cant say a praise word??? must it be always so negative to pp??? have u ever think that ur words will hurt others who hear it or others will feel uncomfortable??? Words can kill....

When others advices u, will u really listen n think about it and apply in life? Are u some one who always sya " ok... yes... Amen...." but nv do it??? Are u some one who is teach-able??? Are u some one who is always "me, myself , I" ?

Isn't life no meaning at all after all??? Do u have to look down on pp who is abit different from the rest??? Have u think that do they wan their life like tat??? Cant u just have some love on them??? Care for them. Love those who is hard to love.

Do life must always be so negative???? No positive???

Sun's signture album (that day)

Today went to Sun's signture album. decided to take a cab, scare I might be late and end up i waited 40mins for cab. thats even later... dun know wan to say....lolz...Sun's songs is really very nice... Dun believe go n listen it!!!

Just back from sat svc.... i really never regret of going the extra svc. Its really a life tranforming svc for me. God really very near to me n really touches my heart. its really been some time that I had encounter that le... I really want it everyday. Like wat bible says "one touch from God, can changes a person whole life."

This svc start message about sermon on the Mount. Its really once again given me a brand new revelation n more intimate close relationship with God. I love Him. He is not only my saviour but also my Lord!!!

one of the few points that really touches my heart is that:

1)When you respect the Spiritual things from God, He will respect u.

2)If u are true Christian, how much have u transform into the image of Lord Jesus Christ.

3) Is God ur Saviour or Lord?

4)Kingdom of God is the Kingdom of attitude.

And there are many more points.... but it really help me.ROM12:1-2 says".....do not be conform to this world , but to be transform by the renewing of ur mind......"

During svc I cried like baby and i raise my hand like never before... whole straight arms. Lifting up my heart straight to God. Indeed God came down n touched me. I cant wait for move of God on tml sun svc.

First Love

HI...this is the first time write blog here. Wat I know, I gion to write down all the things that happen on to me. and really hope that it will really motivate or inspire to u.

Use to be a very dicptical singapore ah beng.But my life is change up-side down. I learn to love the pp besides me, to understand one another and be there in time of crisis. I leran to appreacite pp and lend my ear anytimes my frens needs. Its sound like very perfect. Well these process, is not easy. I went through mountains UP n DOWN. I went through the worst disappointment,hurts n hate anyone would have. I nearly went crasy in my sec sch life. that I'm living with 2 souls in a body that I can communitcate with one soul n another. Wanted PP to know that my life is full n whole but fact is emptyness. Who will help me??? When I near serious help Who??? No.. one turn to me. No one help me even No one help my emotion hurts. PP around might think that I'm slow in my studies progress, or even as a failure on my relatives or parents point of view.

Well, I will says that I willing to change n study hard. I may not have the abilty but i give my capacitly. God is the person who raise me up, the changes that my life right now its all becoz of HIM.

I may be hard for u to understand why I says is God. or even u will think that God really is real??? sure or not??? Well, for examples: how do u know that the food is spicy??? u know it or tastes it? spicy or not is a english to symbolise the feeling. U can know word "spicy" but nv experience the spicy. As for me, I not only know the word "God" only but also experience n encounter with God.

HE is so real.He totaly change my life and HE forgive of my past willing to accept me. HE dun mind at all as long I willing to change n believe in HIM.

Although now, I'm studying in Poly, God is still believing on me regardless. Yes, I admit this journey I did fall. He did not hack care not, everything forever still under his control. Each time I fall n I pick up myself, I learn about something. And its like I not only growing in my physically life but also my maturality n spirituality.

Thus, I want to thanks God for everything becoz HE have done everything on my life.
My best CG.... I Love My CG.













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