First Love

2009-05-03T01:23:00.001-07:00

2009-04-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

What Pastor mention, I personally feel is very truth. Thats why we must always have positive thinking on anyone else.

2008-11-01T09:59:00.000-07:00

2008-10-24T18:55:00.000-07:00

2008-10-24T18:47:00.000-07:00

2008-09-08T10:51:00.000-07:00

This Movie is Awesome!!!
It's nice. Do go and watch!!!

2008-09-04T10:56:00.000-07:00

Found this on one of the websites, which probably many of us are lack in; whether is it among your families or relatives or friends or Cg or even Connect group.

Hope this would bless you all. ^_^
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As Christians we believe in love! Love for God and others, for "God is Love"! (1Jn.4:8) That's our religion--Love!

Love is everything, for without love there is nothing--No friends, no families, no fathers or mothers or children or health or happiness or God or Heaven--there could be none of these without Love! And none of these is possible without God, for He is Love!

For if we have real love, we can't face a needy situation without doing something about it. We can't just pass by the poor man on the road to Jericho! We must take action like the Samaritan did! (see Lk.10:25-37.) Many people today say, "Oh, I'm so sorry, how sad!" But compassion must be put into action! That's the difference between pity and compassion: Pity just feels sorry; compassion does something about it!

We must demonstrate our faith by our works, and love can seldom be proven without tangible manifestation in action. To say you love someone and yet not try to help them physically in whatever way they may need--food, clothing, shelter, and so on--this is not love! True, the need for real love is a spiritual need, but it must be manifested physically in works--"Faith which worketh by love"! (Gal.5:6)

For "greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends!" (Jn.15:13) The sharing of ourselves, our love and our life with others, is the greatest of all sharing and our ultimate goal, as well as our present means to that end.

In fact, this is why God created man to begin with: to love--to love and enjoy Him forever and to try to help others to do the same! It was God who created love and gave man the need to love and be loved, and it is He alone who can satisfy the deepest yearning of every human soul for total love and complete understanding.

2008-09-02T10:02:00.000-07:00

What is a Disciple? The English word "Disciple" comes from the word "discipline", So, if English was the original language one would expect a learner to be someone very disciplined in following the words of his/her Master. But the original language was not English, but Aramaic. And since Aramaic is a a very little used language we cannot be absolutely sure about the nuances of the word used by Jesus himself, and his – disciples. We are therefore referred to the oldest available texts, one translation-step away from the Aramaic – The antique Greek.

{math-ay-tes’} { maqhthv" }= a learner, pupil, disciple

The word math-ay-tes’ is derived from the word man-than’-o

{man-than’-o} { manqavnw }= to learn, be appraised, to increase one’s knowledge, to be increased in knowledge, to hear, be informed, to learn by use and practice, to be in the habit of, accustomed to

How is it possible for one disciple to love all other disciples?

First it must start with – discipline. A disciple behave as if he love, and Jesus has taught us how. An important part of behaving lovingly is to serve our fellow man (and in particular the other disciples). As we strive and pray to love our brothers and sisters, we will be sad when we fail to give that love. As we repent of our shortcomings, we will become more aware of the redeeming love that the Master have for us..m

19 We love him, because he first loved us.

20 If a man say, I love God, and hateth his brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen?

21 And this commandment have we from him, That he who loveth God love his brother also. (1 John 4:19-21)

2008-08-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

Love is Accepting.
Acceptance is labeling someone as "okay" and having no particular desire to change them. Who they are is perfectly fine with you. You pose no condition on whether you will love them or not. This is call unconditional love. When your love IS conditional, the moment they step outside your set of conditions, love evaporates.

Love is Appreciating.
Appreciation is one step beyond acceptance. Its when your focus is on what you like about another. We look at them and feel this sweeping appreciation for who they are, their joy, their insights, their humor, their companionship, etc. When someone says they are "in love" with another, they mean their appreciation is so enormous for this person that it consumes their every thought.

Love is Wanting Another to Feel Good.
We want those we love to be happy, safe, healthy, and fulfilled. We want them to feel good in all ways, physically, mentally and emotionally.

2008-08-17T10:53:00.000-07:00

1. Love Is Patient - It learns to overlook, and bear with, some small areas of irritation. Remembering our own weaknesses will help us to understand our companions’ faults and shortcomings. We must be careful to watch the tone of our voices, our feelings, our reactions, and our tempers.

2. Love Is Kind - Develop the trait of doing little deeds of kindness and giving thought to how you might show your appreciation for your mate. Love involves concern and consideration for the other person's welfare. Love EXPRESSES.

3. Love Is Not Jealous - Love is unselfish, free from meanness, smallness, and pettiness. Love is big-hearted and caring; it results in the full giving of oneself to another.

4. Love Is Not Boastful - Humility stems from a heart full of love. Husbands and wives should not be competitors.

5. Love Is Not Arrogant - Arrogance and false pride are not characteristic of love. Love is not egotistical, conceited, or puffed up. Love is not inflated with self-importance. It is difficult to live with a proud and conceited person. He wants attention, but gives none. An overbearing, self-centered person can destroy love and respect.

6. Love Is Not Rude - Love has good manners. Courtesy and politeness are of great importance to the good health of any marriage. Husbands and wives should be considerate and sympathetic toward one another.

7. Love Does Not Insist on Having Its Own Way - The one who loves does not selfishly demand his own way all the time. Love gives. Love works for goals that are common and compromises in the areas where you differ. Marriage partners must practice the working art of "give and take." Learn to give a lot, and take a little - accept each other as you are.

8. Love Is Not Irritable (Easily Provoked) - Love is not short-tempered; it does not easily get its feelings hurt or ruffled. Marriage is the closest relationship in the world, and it is important that both parties work together to keep from aggravating each other. If you know of something you habitually do that irritates your mate, resolve to overcome that habit. If a marriage is to be happy, touchiness, sullenness, and anger cannot exist for very long. Learn to talk to your mate and discuss your problems; keep the communication lines open.

9. Love Is Not Resentful - It is not healthy for a person to carry around the hurts and the injuries that have occurred in the past; doing so breaks down the ability to love. Love does not keep score of wrongs. Forgiveness and love go hand and hand. Forgiveness is a loving act that has, as one of its basic ingredients, forgetfulness. Forgiveness means not bringing up the past.

10. Love Does Not Rejoice At Wrong, But Rejoices in What Is Right - Love always looks for what is right and good and makes a positive effort toward what is good. Love looks for the best in one’s mate.

11. Love Bears All Things - Lovers forbear one another.

12. Love Believes All Things - Love always believes the best until proven wrong.

13. Love Hopes All Things - Love always expects something good from the one who is loved.

14. Love Endures All Things - True love can outlast anything. There is no person, no situation, nothing that can get the best of true love between two people who have committed their hearts and lives to God and to each other.

2008-08-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

Just very random suddenly, having some thoughts, that when we call someone's mobile phone
are we suppose to greet the person, by greeting their names??? before we start mention anything???

OR

Are we going to just say hello or hi and then immediately ask the person to do the stuff for his/her.

Just very curious what's the right way do to it for the youngster...

2008-08-07T12:12:00.000-07:00

Projects after projects.....
4 project on hand 2 quiz this week.

Praise God sun might have new frens... Clients from Philippines.

2008-08-05T09:59:00.000-07:00

For Rental on houses or rooms
Buying or selling flats or Condo
Please look for this Guy.

*seriously i dun understand why they put education "O" level there for wat... look so weird. lol

2008-08-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

" He would do for me what I could not do for myself, but He would not do for me what He required me to do for myself. " ~Derek Prince

2008-07-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

Sunday Service was Great!!! Definitely Awesome message!!!
Learn a lot from it... During Service when Pastor is sharing the offering message,
I felt for knock in heart.

As my current work deal have closed but only end of month can receive money. A challenge for me, as I began to think it through with my own human understanding, very hesitate to give. Wanted to give an normal offering. Suddenly my mind came to me with a sentences that
" don't give a normal offering and expect God to move in a supernatural realm for me."
Knew this words, but it came onto me at that second and its kind of a big "Knock"on my head.

Ending I told myself that I don't believe that God's promises is fake. So ending, I gave an offering that pain in my heart. I wrote something in the offering envelop. Guess what did I write???

Many people may think the message will be, telling God that how it takes me to sacrifices, asking for more blessing these kind. What I wrote it's Just these,

"I Love You, Lord"

Straight after the cg debrief, immediately I received a call. A client called me and at that night which is 4 hours later, I closed the deal with $600. Praise God for that!!!

2008-05-29T10:55:00.000-07:00

Read Pastor Phill Pringle's articles:

Good people think and feel of other's heart and mind before they say anything.
Fools say the first thing they think of, which will be stupid. The crazy things is they fail to read the signal that everyone listening is turned off.. They just keep on talking without stopping.

Proverbs 16:23
"The heart of the wise teaches his mouth, and adds learning to his lips."

We should speak at the pace of our heart, not the pace of our brain. The heart moves slowly but wisely. The brain moves quickly but not wisely. The brain has knowledge. The heart have wisdom.

2008-05-15T09:39:00.000-07:00

Breakthrough is ALWAYS Behind the door...
Matter is, which Door you decide to open???

2008-05-15T09:01:00.000-07:00

Today, out of no where in school,
My friend in school, asked me a Question that cause me to stone and stunned awhile.
I felt a lot at that moment when that question came to me.

"Jasper, what if one day you are given a choice or opportunity to become an angel of your own desire.
What kind of Angel, you desire to become as?"

I stood down there awhile for a moment and answered him that I want to become an Angel of Love. Someone that can be use by God, to be there to encourage, motivate the people, let them feel love when they finds no hope in themselves. To let them knows and feel God's love. I don't know about others but this is just me. ^_^

Today, if the same question came to you. What's your answer??? ^_^

2008-05-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

Hi, to all my blog supporters....
Sorry for not blogging recently....

Well, Praise God !
From today on, will update post on this blog. ^_^
Stay tunes... hahaha

2008-03-28T12:57:00.000-07:00

Learn something today.
In order to flow with someone, there must be or have a relationship.

Also, we cannot expect people around,
to always with flow with us.

2008-03-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

Recently, Get to know that somepeople write bad comments on blog and
targeting someone on how unhappy they are.
Well, so thats why I would like to put something here about Maturity.

As mature Christians, we will recognize our need for
Christ will bring us beyond our failures
so we can grow increasingly effective for our Lord and grow in sanctification.
We are focused on the goal of holiness to be the person God created.
He created us to be images of Himself, and as images,
we are to reflect His character that goes beyond ourselves to the purpose He has. I
t is not about our needs, but His need. It is not our purpose, but His purpose.
This is maturity!

There are too many Christians who flat out and
deliberately refuse to surrender themselves to the lordship of Christ.
Christianity is merely fire insurance from Hell,
some means of social influence or personal desires that
do not grow beyond the sinner’s prayer: such as the parable of the sower.
Our Christian growth in maturity is not self-realization,
but rather Christ realization. As we grow,
we become totally aware of one great fact: there is one God and we are not it.
Our confidence in who we are is because of the work Christ has done on our behalf.
As we grow, our utter dependence is upon our Lord and
our confidence is in Him and not ourselves. People will always disappoint us.
We will even disappoint ourselves. Christ, however,
will not disappoint us, but gives us the care, love,
and His grace that we do not deserve.
We in turn model to others who we think,
do not deserve it, this is our mandate and call.

Dr. Richard J. Krejcir says that

Hypocrisy and judgmental attitudes cause some of the biggest problems in the Church, and spill over to others outside her walls whose concept of a Church is what they observe. These attitudes also cause severe danger to the growth and comfort of the Church. Comfort is in a place to call home, to feel safe, and be willing to be taught and led, and to serve. This is one of the main reasons, if not the main reason, that keeps people away! Effective spiritual growth, maturity, and outreach cannot happen when the Church is pierced with bad attitudes, all stemming from a poor spiritual condition and the inability to build effective relationships.

If you are thinking, “Hey, I am safe so far. I do not judge. I am not a hypocrite.” But, what about what motivates you? God will not just judge our actions, but also our motivations! He knows the truth about each of us; there is nothing new to God. He alone has pure intentions, pure, uncorrupted love, mercy, and omniscience knowledge. He knows all things, and how everything and everyone is intertwined relationally in the past, present, and future. We have no such knowledge. We see a small piece of bark from a single tree, while He sees the entire forest. Thus, we cannot judge simply because of our blind imprudence.

2008-03-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Father

Knowing You, is a wonderful things,
but following You is the commitment and love that I have for You .. Lord.

Thanks for going to the cross for me.

2008-03-21T10:59:00.000-07:00

Well.... Today fell that God just reminded me that ....

" You cannot be a taker, if you do not know how to be a giver"

Many a times in life, we tend to complaint these and that.
Having a strong feeling of unsatisfied.

"Like why pp dun care on me, why this thing happen on me, why the rest, they can
have good friendship with one another,
why not found on me for this period."

"I keep praying to God for breakthrough but still never see anything.
Why others prayed and something happened but not me?
Where is God?"

Well.. We cannot be a taker, if we do not know how to give.

It's just like sowing and reaping.
Sometimes, I ask myself " Have I sow a seeds into this person's lives?"
If not then I wont complaint so much.

In my life, I experienced myself as a person who
did seldom complaint BUT complaint in the heart.

So, one of the things that we really need to learn is that even if we are facing troubles.

Take a step of faith, sowing a seed of faith.
Trusting God, He is faithful and we will reap what we sow in due seasons.

Taking a step of faith is hard for some people, we need to know
"Who we are in God's eyes".

2008-03-18T22:47:00.000-07:00

Malaysia Trip

2008-02-07T10:05:00.000-08:00

Must watch Jack Neo's latest movie... Today is the first day of CNY n i'll watch it at night already... its really once again, a new message of the movie is being brought out into the society . ^_^

Ok... I cant type anymore further abt my first day of CNY experience...
Need to go pack my bag already for tml 8am Malaysia trip...
Will be back on sun evening. ^_^

I will again type my keyboard on sun night... ^_^

See ya my frens...!!!

Especially E307 Sisters... &_&
lol... Kit Lin will be helping me...
Thank God for a powerful sister, that I can go n relax..lol

2008-02-06T10:39:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
HA HA... a new year again... going Malaysia as usual but going on the second day.
But nv go for the past 2 Years...opps..lol

Well... can enjoy a bit.
Also, from now onwards, I'm able to sleep more then any other nights.
If not, every times after my tuition or during my attachments, need to worry so much.
Now everything its done, I'll fight a gd fight n finish that part of my race. *doing what I can so*

No need to care so much things n stress up so much.
Able to concentrate on another's.
So relieve lol..
If not, I really feel that I'm a nanny. ha ha ha
What an awesome time that now I can have is to rest more then usual.

IF I able to just go spa alone, putting two lemon on my eyes..
(*is this how spa works???*)

Or so massaging spa.
Being working so hard for the past 3 to 4 months. Every night 4 hours of sleeping time
^_^

2008-01-23T09:15:00.000-08:00

Strength

Matthew 16

16 Simon Peter answered and said, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”

17 Jesus answered and said to him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. 18 And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it.

21 From that time Jesus began to show to His disciples that He must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised the third day.

22 Then Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him, saying, “Far be it from You, Lord; this shall not happen to You!”

23 But He turned and said to Peter, “Get behind Me, Satan! You are an offense to Me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men.”

From the above verse, we get to know that Peter firstly was used to be called
Simon. The unstable rock.
Simon Peter the unstable rock.
Then again, Jesus called his Peter the solid rock.
Then again, Jesus called him Satan, its just a few verse down only.

What is the feeling that Peter had, when a moment Jesus called him the solid rock and after a few verse called him satan?

Peter got spiritually charge up and down...used to go up and then down, up again and then down. Especially at that night, he deny Jesus 3 times.

End up, he is the one once Jesus left, he preach the word. Yet Hundreds of people give their hearts to God.

Peter is someone who does not look at his past and live at his past. He will get back every time he was being knocked down.

Strength is the ability to bounce back when you are knocked down.

Just like Martin Luther King, that he have a dream, that the people will not judge by the colours of the skin. But by their hearts.

At that period of times, racist ism occurred out of hand. People being ill-treated and looked down.
Martin Luther King did not lose heart and believe one day it will happen.

Joshua1:6 "Be strong and of good courage..."

2Sam 10:12 " Let us be strong for our people and for the cities of our God...."

1Cor 16:13 " Watch, stand fast in the faith , be brave, be strong."

Eph 6:10 " Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might."

2008-01-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

Well... just a small re-cap..lol.. thinking about the past of my life in church or rather spiritual life..
Its really a hard time... went thru all kinds of thing, showing all kind of attitude and play many tricks. But end of the day, I learn every single incidents and submit to God's authority. It's being really an exciting journey.

To be a CGL its always my vision and calling. Its hard to achieve that, why would I say that? Because, U have to go thru many molding in ur character and attitude, the truth things is that no body like to be correct, God is the reasons that we would want to be correct.

Being just a normal member in Cg, to a member that is helping in CG. Then back to a normal member to a member who is helping more than last time, then even more. From there back to normal member. Took 1 Year get back to as helper, within 3 weeks. then now in the midst of leadership class and Sunday was my first Zone meeting. There is many kinds of level as a normal members and many kinds of level as helper.

My first Zone meeting experience on Sunday was an AWESOME ONE!!! Its from 2pm, all the way to 9.20pm but of course half way, there is break-time. ^_^ At first, I was nervous, but all the leaders there were so friendly. lol..haha I still remember what James shared with me that his first zone meeting he though of blending himself on the wall, will be better, but the more he want to do that the more he attract more and more leaders to fellowship with him. lol.. very funny.. Then Jonathan(working at Skin with Ronald) said that then we must well walk around non-stop talking to own self..lol.. i felt so =.= lol... There was laying of hand in the meeting, Pst Zhuang is so awesome! hahaha...

After the meeting, we went to fellowship at bugis at one of the dessert cafe.lol. Edwin keep telling all kind of jokes, can't take it. Cindy Peng, Terence,Sue sze, Bee leng, Sharon, Edwin, Kelvin Guo, Joyce, Rae, Lynn, Qiu Ping, Hui Mei, Jonathan, Shanen, Wendy, Yu Fen and me.. lol...

2008-01-20T23:57:00.000-08:00

Thur nite, meet up with Irene at 11plus pm for fellowship.. was great time. She shared alot to me, and thru all her sharing i just felt as if I'm listening to Pst.. Becoz all of her words... its so impactiful and really lfit me up to another level.

2008-01-07T08:20:00.000-08:00

Well... couple of things happening among us..

I just wanna take this opportunity to specially thanks Kit meng for all his sacrifices that he had made for this cg... indeed without him. I really dun think that cg will have what we have now. Seeing him thru many things... number of things.. which i actually wanted to advise him to rest, take a break.. each time he just prove to me all things are possible thru Christ who strengthen us. HE have nv fail to show me God's strength and love of God.

I just extremely So PROUD of WAH JU..!!!!! these period is the time of seeing her so stretch out.. Seeing her breakthru its also one of my desire. I still remember that I gave her Salvation bible study.. lol... I just so admire of how preserve she is and keep pressing on... Which Inspire me so much... which is so remarkable. Seeing her stepping out so much nv before.. even thought she is so physically n mentally tired.. but regardless of wat.. She will always there in the cg, regardless of wat incident happened before.. stay till 3am with Clara... she will just go all the way for God without any complaints or bad comments. I got extremely encourage by her... She had nv fail to show me God's love pp around.

Of course lastly.. my dearest Love Clara... SEeing her thru these period of time its one of most long waiting desire vision ever... that She impacted so many youths, Life changing happening by wah ju and her. Even though she having attachment, giving tuition, earning income for own expenses. BUT she nv fail to rush down for members, usually rushing down to meet up is all between 8pm till 5am. Seeing her moving up another level which really motivate me that I should also move up, seeing all those souls on her hand be changed which really touches me.. She nv fail to show me that how God have sacrfices for HIS pp..

2008-01-05T09:41:00.000-08:00

ITs being really some time, fighting so much things... in cg.
For souls, for events, for outing, for camp...

I really wanna thanks Kit Meng, Kai Lin, Jia Xiang, John, Fiona.

Kit Meng has being always making things happen!!! He always will still till mid- night just to avail himself for serving. He always take extremely care on the friends that he brings even to the extreme of sending them back home one by one. Even though Sick, he will still turn up and always be a part of making things happen group. Most importantly, he is a humble man, so many things that he had sacrifices and doesn't mention at all.. Which I am so inspired by him. MAN OF GOD!

Kai Lin always have the positive attitude and work together as a team. Even though she have CCA all that, its so tiring but she still always run down immediately to catch up and take care of the new Friends. When She do things, She is so faithful on it. Make sure, it goes well and done it in a perfectly way, keeping the spirit of excellence.AWESOME!!!

Jia Xiang always so committed to the vision of revival and always find someone to pray over the night for cg for sgs harvest. He is young and abit small in size, BUT HE is BIG on the INSIDE. Most of the time he will pray for cg for sgs till mid-night 2am. calling n inviting his friends. Not only that, He is an influence of his friends in sch and CCA. Actually He is a person who is very servant-hood, HE is a person that do the talking but also do the walking .Everyone time, he will ask pp around that "i help u"... " hey, I get for u" this kind of things we may get use to it.. that we actually slip off our memories. But i manage to remember all. I'm so touch abt it. ^_^

John is a person who always will say "hm... ok.." knock his head " ok can!" HE may not do things without pp around realising but always behind doing things faithfully. When Asked him to do something... He will make sure that the things is "siew siew" done finish, and he always avail himself to max. Also always cheer up everyone, and having positive attitude. Sometimes when we face things that is quite hard to make it happen, HE will replied with Positive answer that inspired and change the atmosphere during the discussion.. hahaha full of FAith! A person of Great FAith!!

Fiona just join only not very long. somethings that I wanted to comment over here. Athough there is some of the things that she need to improve.. BUT she is someone WHO is SO obedience and teachable. On top of that... whatever she learn, she applied it. Coming to church for only 2months and so committed in bring souls in. Setting her own vision very serious, wanted to rise up to be CGL by sec4 n now she only sec1. She every times create the jokes n changes all of our moods to a happy mood. Most happiness things is that to see her Changes her life when coming to church. ^_^ SHe always buy gifts for pp. so proud to know her in this cg.

2007-12-19T21:26:00.001-08:00

My Team 2

2007-12-18T19:11:00.000-08:00

Awesome & Power PAstor!!! Thru this CAmp!!! My brother is SAVE!!! PTL!!!! THank You JESUS!!!!

2007-12-18T05:11:00.001-08:00

This is my HOUSE FLAG
NICE RIGHT??

MY Team FLag

Other Team Flag.

2007-12-10T12:29:00.000-08:00

Negative thinking will always comes to the end...
BUT
Positive thinking will only comes to the way

2007-11-30T10:44:00.001-08:00

SUPPORT YOUTH CAMP (YELLOW HOUSE KNIGHT)

2007-11-27T21:03:00.000-08:00

Join us for Breakaway Camp 2007! Anyone wanna come???

2007-11-25T09:32:00.001-08:00

BREAKAWAY CAMP!!!!!!!!!!

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2007-11-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

Really wanna thank God that.. recently God really place pp around me to encourage me and motivate me.

Even today at Mrt, standing there one side because of drinking soya beans, Kelvin approached me catch up with me, share and encourage me.

Through out these days and weeks, people who is around me always keep encouraging me. Whether it is on msn, on the phone, face to face... All the words really mean so much to me.. Thank you to you guys!!! ^_^

2007-11-25T08:00:00.000-08:00

WATCH THESE!!!!!!

2007-11-25T06:36:00.000-08:00

Its being so long that have not being sharing things in my blog.so many things that holding my time for not blogging..lolz... many many things to do...lolz..hahahaha... Just feel like sharing sth here....

CG have multiply..After being with Cindy for almost 4 years, I have move on to another cg. Thinking back the days under Cindy.. really cause her much problems that can only be measured as many as the sand along the beach...Was very easy to be shaken, once on fire, really super on fire for period of time and cold really cold till can freeze to death.

Went thru so much things. Cindy never once stop showing care and concern on me.I just feel that her policy is that "Unless he/she willing to give up on God, if not She will not give up on you." She really changes my life up-side down,she helped me alot in enrolling into CHEC. During that time helped my studies so much and i make it, enrolled into TP. At the same time, watching over my spiritual life. All of her care and love, she had change, help and turn me into who I am today. She is just like my Spiritual mother (sounded like very old like tat.lolz..) Right now even as I am thinking thru abt last time, seriously many times I really drove her mad. Hai.... why i like tat last time...hm....

Well. right now.. THank God is that thru out the walk, i have win over members
lives. Impacted their life, etc... all becoz of having a Wonderful and Awesome Leader like Cindy!!!

Even thought that I had gone to another cg, but i will do her proud. Shine for God and also for her. ^_^

now... I kind of like promote to friend level with her, but deep in my heart. i still treat her as my leader.. like what Chinese have these saying that "one day as teacher, forever as your teacher."

I will jia you de!!!!

PLZ watch this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-21T11:16:00.000-08:00

Very inspired by these. ^_^

2007-11-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

I'll just learn t that Faith makes a leader to be enthusiasm.

"Enthusiasm" in Greek means "en-theos"

If we break up the words "en" "theos"

"en" means IN.... "theos" means God

IN God

Synonyms for enthusiasm : Eager, lively, earnest, keen, excited,
zestful, zealous, high motivated,
passionate, devoted exuberant,
high-spirited,fervent, vigorous,
wholehearted.!!!

N338&N346

2007-11-14T09:08:00.000-08:00

2007-11-10T10:02:00.001-08:00

MY VISION WILL COME TO PASS.....

2007-11-10T09:21:00.000-08:00

Name: Jasper Athalia Fong Swee Hon

CG: N346

CGL: Jasmine Wong

Duration: 10 Nov 2007

2007-11-09T10:20:00.001-08:00

N338 MY CG...!!!!!!

Name: Jasper Athalia Fong Swee Hon

CG: N338

CGL: Cindy KOH

Duration: Since Feb 2004 -- 10NOV 2007

2007-11-04T08:55:00.000-08:00

2007-11-03T09:02:00.001-07:00

Stretch out !!!!

2007-11-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

Do I tired??? Yes, I am...I want to serve God will all my best in every single things.
Even those small tiny little things, always wanna act

Capacity For God.

2007-11-02T10:04:00.000-07:00

Wednesday:

7.40am- Wake up
9am- Start attachment.
5.30pm- Attachment finished.
5.38pm- Took bus, back home.
6.20pm- Reached home.
6.30pm- Out from house to Central ( beside river walk)
7.10pm- Reached.
7.17pm- Long John Silver
7.37pm- Way to River Walk.
9.15pm- B.S finish.
9.30pm- Fellowship at Sub-way.
11.30pm- Back home.

Thuresday:

7.40am- Woke up
9am- Attachment start.
5.30pm- Attachment Finished.
6.15pm- Met up old buddies.
9.30pm- O school cafe.
10.45pm- Compass point, find someone.
12.10am- Taxi stand outside the serangoon mac.
2.05am- Left taxi stand, friend came to my house.
2.15pm- Reached home, Chit chat then and shared.
4.30am- Slept on Bed.

Friday:

7.40am- Woke up.
9am- Attachment started.
5.30pm- Attachment ended.
6.33pm- reached Kovan mrt.
7.05pm- reach for CG.
10.05pm- Left cg.
10.35pm- Reached Mac.
11.20pm- Left Mac.
11.40pm- Reached Home.

Job VS Ministry

2007-10-31T10:37:00.001-07:00

Some people have a JOB in the church;
others involved themselves in a MINISTRY.

What's the difference?

If you are doing it just because no one else will, it's a JOB.
If you are doing it to serve the Lord, it's a MINISTRY.

If you quiet because somebody criticised you, it's a JOB.
If you keep on serving, it's a MINISTRY.

If you will do it only as long as it does not interfere with your other activities, it's a JOB.
If you are committed to staying with it even if it means letting go of other things, it's a MINISTRY.

If you quit because no one praised you or thanked you, it is a JOB.
If you stay with it even though nobody recognises your efforts, it is a MINISTRY.

It's hard to get excited about a JOB.
It's almost impossible not to be excited about a MINISTRY.

If your concern is success, it is a JOB.
If your concern is faithfulness, it is MINISTRY.

An average church (cellgroup) is filled with people doing JOBs.
A great and growing church (cellgroup) is filled with people involved in MINISTRY.

Are you doing a JOB or a MINISTRY?

2007-10-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

Finally So happy.. get to know people(future cgl) from the BS. ^_^

2007-10-10T04:02:00.000-07:00

2007-10-07T07:56:00.001-07:00

2007-10-07T05:59:00.000-07:00

SUCH a privilege to take a Photo with Pastor... I
really love him alot... He is the MAN....lolz...

2007-10-04T07:36:00.001-07:00

Hi.... everyone... wat do u think abt this video???? my fren do it one.... i think its really super nice n coolz la....

HI everyone

2007-10-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

SO long nv post my infor le.... hi ... hows u guys doing???

2007-08-07T06:44:00.000-07:00

2007-08-07T06:21:00.000-07:00

F.O.P is awesome!!!

Happy Birthday to Xian Zhang

2007-08-07T05:21:00.000-07:00

2007-08-01T23:19:00.001-07:00

Didnt update on blog... very n busy..lolz..
Anyway Svc with Pastor Mike is always an awesome one.. what a move of God doing in our midst.
After svc when to bedok to eat... Great food over there.haha... Took a photo for them... see wat
a gd friend they are...lolz...
but see eat a whole water-melon already...lolz..Also the day before have a game on saturday, this is my Team...

Thur 5pm 26/7/07

2007-07-26T09:24:00.001-07:00

Power of God moves so mightly....
Gotta understand that even secondary one who just came church for 1 month fell
under the Power of God.
not following the people, they themselves felt something pushed them,
as them fell, they felt peace n joy.
Indeed Joy of the Lord was in the midst.
supposing is prayer meeting,
Kelvin felt to shared the word instead,
even laid hands on cgl as well.
Tears was in everyones' eyes.
Slowly Holy laughter came past.
even cgl have holy laughter
(try to imagine in mind what had happen)
almost half or... 3/4 pp being laid hands twice.
there was also one time 4 to 5 pp fell under the Power of God at the same time
brand new touch from God
thru this many bring back
Passion, some Fire, Some revival, some anointing of God
some boy (8) of them who came church for 1 month,
love God so much, this week sat out-reach, one of them brought 7 frens
so in a total from them( came church for ONLY 1 month) bringing 11 frens
IF this is happening among the youths in secondary schools.
What about territary???
What about TP???
What about UR CG????

2007-07-25T23:26:00.000-07:00

WYZ TP

WYZ NORTH CLUSTER

WYZ SGS

GO GO GO!!!

Its really a time that I really maximum my capacity.

Just wanna thank you to some of my frens that really understand

n bear with me. due till my busyness..

indeed you guys nv complaintanything.

thanks

2007-07-24T11:03:00.001-07:00

A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angry, he raised his voice to his father and said "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He needed to come home immediately and take care of things.

When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and regret filled his heart. He began to search through his father's important papers and saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. And as he did, a car key dropped from the back of the Bible. It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation, and the words PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss Spirit's blessings and answers to our prayers because they do not arrive exactly as we have expected?

2007-07-24T10:52:00.001-07:00

A group of frogs were traveling through the woods, and two of them
fell into a deep pit. When the other frogs saw how deep the pit
was, they told the two frogs that they were as good as dead. The
two frogs ignored the comments and tried to jump up out of the pit
with all their might. The other frogs kept telling them to stop,
that they were as good as dead. Finally, one of the frogs took
heed to what the other frogs were saying and gave up. He fell down
and died.

The other frog continued to jump as hard as he could. Once again,
the crowd of frogs yelled at him to stop the pain and just die. He
jumped even harder and finally made it out. When he got out, the
other frogs said, "Did you not hear us?" The frog explained to
them that he was deaf. He thought they were encouraging him the
entire time.

This story teaches two lessons:

1. There is power of life and death in the tongue. An encouraging
word to someone who is down can lift them up and help them make it
through the day.

2. A destructive word to someone who is down can be what it takes
to kill them.

Be careful of what you say. Speak life to those who cross your
path. The power of words... it is sometimes hard to understand
that an encouraging word can go such a long way. Anyone can speak
words that tend to rob another of the spirit to continue in
difficult times. Special is the individual who will take the time
to encourage another.

2007-07-23T09:58:00.000-07:00

Are U satisfy of what you
are doing for HIM.
How much Passion You have For HIM,
Let it be done and show it out.
Amount of capacity that u wanna stretch = Amount of Your Passion
Be a Child of HIS that always put on smile to PP.
Living with HIM is so great!!!
Because is HIM who lives in U.
A Light that shines out for HIM.
PP around may know that HE is in U,
from the first impression of UR's
SMILE

2007-07-22T23:40:00.000-07:00

Must always stay cheerful and smile..be happy becoz God is my provider... He is my everything even if I went thru sth.. He will always deliever me and bring me thru...(WOW!!! isn't it amazing!!!????) So.. other pp only read bible thru me! So, I always stay happy becoz I am representing God. Pp will know that God is a loving and a happy God!!!

MAKE UP CG

2007-07-20T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today we have a great time in cg... WOW presence of God really there... strongly...haha... great time..over there. still hvaing rashes n very itchy still.

2007-07-19T10:18:00.001-07:00

2007-07-19T10:16:00.001-07:00

2007-07-19T10:15:00.001-07:00

Got rashes all over the body today (ARH!!!! so itchy!!!!!)....
wen to see doctor... He gave me an injection at my ****. lolz... Pray for me...

2007-07-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

Sun have a sight diarrheo... think should be ok.. Monday, I feel the power of it. then till yesterday Tue, I am fighting with Giant... *big big big big diarrheo*. In the toilet so long, nearly forget my bed has pillow.......lolz....

Thanks God!!! I'm OK already!!!

SUN SVC.

2007-07-15T08:28:00.001-07:00

After the svc went to Raffless shopping center for starbucks.. then 6 of us get on a maxci cab home!!!

2007-07-15T07:36:00.000-07:00

CUTE RITE??? ALL OF THEM...

Wow!!! commander!!!!!

Had a great time for the TP steam boat!!!!

Shopping with Yi huai and Wei meng... for Steam boat...

2007-07-12T22:30:00.001-07:00

OUR BIRTHDAY BOY "JOHN" !!!

2007-07-12T09:40:00.001-07:00

2007-07-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

On sat Pastor Kong teaches us abt there is some things that u angry abt is right and some u angry abt is wrong. Also commit murder doesnt mean that u take a knife n kill someone only, it applys that the words we speak, the hurt the person deeply, speak with no love and shooting people, condemning people. one of the ten commandment that we shall not commit murder. WOW that really amaze me... learning sth new...

2007-07-02T21:35:00.000-07:00

N248
FOREVER
Extraordinary CG

This is my preciousness CG ever in my life. Many of the members left when N248 just start off, my leader have a hard time with us. Well, N248 cg meeting becomes 1 leader, 1 guitarist, 3 members for couple of weeks or even months. My leader is Cindy Koh, guitarist is Benny, 3 members are Ronald, Clara and me.

Ronald, Clara and me were very new at that time.( really super NEW) For me at that time, I was in church for around 2months plus to 3 months. Although Benny came church longer than us than us but due to his busyness in his ministry, we seldom really contact him. A leader with 4 members(4 of us have not promote to OM members ship at that time) in the cg.

It's really hard time for us, how much more for Cindy. She have such a good and great attitude towards mountain that is in front of her. Like for Ronald n me we came together the same timing just that I am eariler than him by2 or 3 weeks as for Clara around 4 months in church.

All of us went through mountains and hills, we are new, not trained, many things we dont really understand at all when Cindy spoke. For me, most of the times I said understood but blank in my mind(opps... ) All of us not really to be disciple, some more we also ever did quarrel with one another( taking turns), fave Cindy a lot og headaches, spinning heads.

But Cindy never fail to abundance us, she is forever and ever there to be the problem solver of our quarrels and problems.( Although we did recieve some scolding some times.) hahaha...

We started to learn more about God, learn what should the life we should live and what are the things that we should do. If without Cindy, Clara and me couldn't be what we are now. We couldn't make it in our O level, she is there to help us, guild us, pray with us, face the problems with us, help us to plan the financial. WE enrolled in CHEC, scored good results and enter Temasek Poly. Its all because of Cindy if not I don't really know what am I doing now. We united together and bring in one person by one person at a time....

I super proud of my sister "Wendy", she wanted to see a move of God in SGS. Started prayer group, reaching out, gathered all of the SGS people fast and pray together. Revival had happened!!!! God made it happened through Wendy. As a result; Wah ju, Belinda, Kai Lin, Eileen, Yong wei, Aaron, Kit Meng, Anthony, Angeline and Mu ling. PTL!!! Clara brought Joanna, Bing shen. Many people already. Ronald, Clara, Wendy and me fought extremely hard!! All the time and sacrifices that we had put in its all worth it!!!!

Our bonding were so gd that we will always meet up in the weekdays. All of us grew so fast in the Kingdom of God. Then awhile more CG mutiply, tears everywhere.

Still the same old me, as usual. I hate singing the last song while all of us singing for the last time. Tears everywhere, all of us cried and hugged one another. Cindy have left a footprint in everyone of our heart. The things she had done, we knew it every clearly, (no words can really describe) really appreciate so much for her love on us. She impacted every single persons heart. Even today, we never fail to stop talking about how Cindy changes our lives.

Once mutiply, left Wendy and me, another time mutiply left Wendy.

Well, N248 no longer exist. But all the encounters and experience we had, were just like a sacr in our heart and mind forever. Thanks Cindy, Thanks you guys "Clara, Ronald, Wendy, Benny Desmond, Wah ju, Joanna, Belinda, Ai ju, Kenneth, Elijah, Mu ling, Sherman, Cherly, Min hui, Jun ting, Justin, Sharon, Eileen, Jeslyn, Joy, Bing sheng, Big Kenneth, Amy, Anthony and Ariel.

N248 from cg meeting regular of total 5 people in a room to such a big harvest...!!! Thank God and our leader ( Cindy).

GUYS!!! Thanks for all the joy that you guys had given to me in N248. MIss like time days...!!!

Actually, I cried when I was in my room when I knew that no longer N248. This is the cg that I found my first love, first encounter with God, start growing . Everything happened all in this CG. If only when you are there last time, you would know what I mean.
I believe that gotta see many leaders rise up through impacting, extraordinary CG N248.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE???

2007-07-02T10:30:00.001-07:00

The whole Youth Camp.

2007-06-29T11:29:00.000-07:00

Inspire Youth Camp

2007-06-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

Praise God!!!!

2007-06-19T13:36:00.001-07:00

Breaking News! - Sun is the Music Ambassador for 2008 Beijing Olympics

Sun was named music ambassador by the Beijing Organization Committee for the Games of the XXIX Olympiad at a ceremony in Beijing Jiaotong University on 11 June 2007.

Pray for me.!!!!

2007-06-19T13:08:00.000-07:00

Now 4am le... haven pack my bag at all...busying settling some cg things. n later going wake up at 6.45am to pack n meet John at 7.45am to YOUTH CAMP.

YOUTH CAMP end at fri 12.30pm.. then i'm rushing down back home. then got EXCLUSIVE meeting at 6plus pm.. GUYS PRAY FOR ME. (strong health, strength n protection)

So happy!!!

2007-06-17T12:05:00.000-07:00

Thanks for U guys for coming, when I'm sick... super sick... U guys came down to visit me n celebrate my Birthday as CG. Thanks... ( CLARA WAH JU FAITH EILEEN
YI SHUN N CHRIS)

AND bring down CG Birthday cards n presents for me thanks...!!!

AT seoul garden

2007-06-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

Wanna Thank You my Dear for everything...!!!!!!

Thanks for Clara, Des, Felicia, Aaron, Ariel n Chai Ying

Know that Desmond cant book out at fri , also Chai ying not free no fri...so really thanks so much for celebrating.

2007-06-16T08:56:00.000-07:00

Really thanks for Joanna n Elijah that they really sacrifices despite that they are busying, they still sacrifices n help me settle my Birthday...!!! they are really GREAT!!!

Joanna thanks for all the Planning n arrangement while u still not feeling well.

Elijah offer His House n many things to use...thanks!!!

Also for Wah Ju she is sick really sick but still come done n make it happen for me, somemore come early. Thanks!!!Thanks for Kai Lin, Yi Shun, Eileen n Chris for their presents for helping to make that nite happen!!!

Also wanna thanks Wendy my sister.. for rushing down n celebrate for me, despite of losing her way to elijah's hse n still in cab round n round... thanks so much!!!

Also wanna thanks John for coming down becoz he was out with his parents n already n he still rushed down for me.. thanks so much!!!! haha... thank you..!!!

THanks for my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-16T07:11:00.000-07:00

I want to take thus time to thanks my Dear, CLa that u been really doing ur best for my Birthday all the effort that u have made. Thanks so much i wont forget de.. thanks very touch... love U!!!!

And also for my important Friends. Thanks them for their presents for me. wanna really thanks
1)Joanna 2)Wah Ju 3)Elijah 4)John 5)Ronald 6)Desmond 7)Wendy 8)Chai Ying.

X-men 4

2007-06-13T09:05:00.001-07:00

2007-06-08T03:19:00.001-07:00

2007-06-07T01:17:00.001-07:00

2007-06-04T08:53:00.001-07:00

2007-05-29T21:13:00.001-07:00

Just recover a bit from sick... rushing to do this video clip for Benny do until 4 am... then woke up at 5.40am... went to airport to send Benny off....

Benny was so touched to see us.... Cindy Peng, Angeline, Angela, Stanlan, Wendy, Wah Ju, Benny's friend n me. Really can see that Benny's tears coming out when a few of them leave first.... then finally sending him inside.... Benny didnt turn back his head to look at us. I believe that he couldnt control crying ba.....

He will be back during Christmas time..... Hope to see him asap...!!!! miss him!!!!!!!!!!

So happy!!!!!!! Benny We LOVE U.

2007-05-27T10:19:00.000-07:00

Despite of feeling sick in the body, I went church. As usual, Great message but saw pp falling asleep, hear from pp that others falling asleep. if u are reading here... if its U.... hm.... u know wat to do.....!!! hm..........................lolz......

A word from God during the sermon, that God really speak through my heart n it feel like it really pierce thru my heart. "The things which u see around u now, u may feel that why do u have to walk one big round while others do not need to, why do u have slow progress in MY KINGDOM. But I say to u that, I can make the LAST to be the FIRST!"

I just heard the Word from the LORD with a very authority voice. I was stun. Its like, not link to the message that I'm listening live in the svc. WEll, definity I feel very encourage till now as I am typing right now.

With men some things may be possible but WITH God, ALL things are possible.

After svc great time with cg then went to benny house. Have a fruitful time there fellowshipping. Benny is leaving singapore for 1 year. seriously we dun wanna him to go. gotta miss him. I'll just miss him... serioualy............... hope u will do well there..... n also catch up with online svc.we be praying for U!!! Benny take care!!!

My good frenz.....!!!

2007-05-24T10:07:00.001-07:00

THANK GOD !

2007-05-22T09:21:00.000-07:00

who do not want to recieve a word or revelation from God every single day????

I believe that it really takes a lots conviction, disciple, obedience n sacrifices before the throne of God. I always tell myself that I cant use always just says "God I love You!" or just always worship with my mouth. or even just sing praise songs with a clapping hands.

I have to be very very careful with my own "BODY LANGUAGE". What type of BODY LANGUAGE that U or ME will be showing towards God?????? lifting up my hands around my shoulder or neck, singing praise songs with no excitment at all.

For me, I will always lift up my hands high up, becoz I want to tell God that I am really serious to lift my hearts to Him. becoz I yearh for God so much, that I'm in need of him so much. Praise God will all my strength, becoz God doesnt worth just my little strength....

DO we see pp in church praise GOd like no strength, worshipping God doesnt really lifting up hands high??? probably their hands is too expensive that just cant lift up or cant have more engery for God.

I believe that if we have the right BODY LANGUAGE and ATTITUDE towards God, God will be attracted towards us. Then you will see that where ever you go, will always feel Presence of God. I really want to grow in GOd's Kingdom.

ever since Pastor Kong preach the Sermon on the MOunt, Everytime I pray. I keep praying for more of God in my life. My spirit is poor, I'm bankcrup in my spirit....

some times.... I'm just thinking abt it that " In my life go SVC n CG. WHAT is really the things that I have to do to pleased HIM???" or may be some PP never ever wan to pleased GOd at all....

lolz...well.. These few days a word from GOd in my life that God have to be my first Love. Once I lost it every thing is gone. HE is my First Love, that I live for, I die for, I depend for,I in need for. HE is my EVERYTHING!!! THAT every single hours or even mins, I always thinking abt God.

Its really true these few days. while I'm in class writing my notes, God is in my mind. on the way to sch, tapping the e-link card getting seats while sitting, going to the right block in my sch, even going toliet wash hands. I'm always thinking abt God. Abt the story in the Bible, Story of Jesus, of What HE have done. Story of Moses, Story of Elijah, STory of the disciple of Christ...etc.... its all in my mind.

GUESS WAT????????????????????????????????
God never leave me..... everytime I thinking of HIM, own self singing praise or worshipping songs. His Presence is always there.... some of the time, His Presence is so strong than wat I have recieve during the SVC.... thats why these few days, I been bring tissues where ever I go.

Well do U wanna to have a encounter With God every day????

LIFE

2007-05-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

When is the last time u praise someone before??? Is it so hard to just give a smile??? or just say something nice to pp???Is ur words so expensive that u cant say a praise word??? must it be always so negative to pp??? have u ever think that ur words will hurt others who hear it or others will feel uncomfortable??? Words can kill....

When others advices u, will u really listen n think about it and apply in life? Are u some one who always sya " ok... yes... Amen...." but nv do it??? Are u some one who is teach-able??? Are u some one who is always "me, myself , I" ?

Isn't life no meaning at all after all??? Do u have to look down on pp who is abit different from the rest??? Have u think that do they wan their life like tat??? Cant u just have some love on them??? Care for them. Love those who is hard to love.

Do life must always be so negative???? No positive???

Sun's signture album (that day)

2007-05-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

Today went to Sun's signture album. decided to take a cab, scare I might be late and end up i waited 40mins for cab. thats even later... dun know wan to say....lolz...Sun's songs is really very nice... Dun believe go n listen it!!!

Just back from sat svc.... i really never regret of going the extra svc. Its really a life tranforming svc for me. God really very near to me n really touches my heart. its really been some time that I had encounter that le... I really want it everyday. Like wat bible says "one touch from God, can changes a person whole life."

This svc start message about sermon on the Mount. Its really once again given me a brand new revelation n more intimate close relationship with God. I love Him. He is not only my saviour but also my Lord!!!

one of the few points that really touches my heart is that:

1)When you respect the Spiritual things from God, He will respect u.

2)If u are true Christian, how much have u transform into the image of Lord Jesus Christ.

3) Is God ur Saviour or Lord?

4)Kingdom of God is the Kingdom of attitude.

And there are many more points.... but it really help me.ROM12:1-2 says".....do not be conform to this world , but to be transform by the renewing of ur mind......"

During svc I cried like baby and i raise my hand like never before... whole straight arms. Lifting up my heart straight to God. Indeed God came down n touched me. I cant wait for move of God on tml sun svc.

First Love

2007-05-22T08:05:00.000-07:00

HI...this is the first time write blog here. Wat I know, I gion to write down all the things that happen on to me. and really hope that it will really motivate or inspire to u.

Use to be a very dicptical singapore ah beng.But my life is change up-side down. I learn to love the pp besides me, to understand one another and be there in time of crisis. I leran to appreacite pp and lend my ear anytimes my frens needs. Its sound like very perfect. Well these process, is not easy. I went through mountains UP n DOWN. I went through the worst disappointment,hurts n hate anyone would have. I nearly went crasy in my sec sch life. that I'm living with 2 souls in a body that I can communitcate with one soul n another. Wanted PP to know that my life is full n whole but fact is emptyness. Who will help me??? When I near serious help Who??? No.. one turn to me. No one help me even No one help my emotion hurts. PP around might think that I'm slow in my studies progress, or even as a failure on my relatives or parents point of view.

Well, I will says that I willing to change n study hard. I may not have the abilty but i give my capacitly. God is the person who raise me up, the changes that my life right now its all becoz of HIM.

I may be hard for u to understand why I says is God. or even u will think that God really is real??? sure or not??? Well, for examples: how do u know that the food is spicy??? u know it or tastes it? spicy or not is a english to symbolise the feeling. U can know word "spicy" but nv experience the spicy. As for me, I not only know the word "God" only but also experience n encounter with God.

HE is so real.He totaly change my life and HE forgive of my past willing to accept me. HE dun mind at all as long I willing to change n believe in HIM.

Although now, I'm studying in Poly, God is still believing on me regardless. Yes, I admit this journey I did fall. He did not hack care not, everything forever still under his control. Each time I fall n I pick up myself, I learn about something. And its like I not only growing in my physically life but also my maturality n spirituality.

Thus, I want to thanks God for everything becoz HE have done everything on my life.

2007-05-22T07:27:00.000-07:00

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